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[12 Jun 2004|02:43am]

have a good summer all! :)
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[12 Jun 2004|02:43am]
i'm pooped from moving... my arms hurt... i havent slept in like forever... i'm TIRED... and its raining... no... pouring... sigh... time for a little nap... :)

[10 Jun 2004|02:51am]
[ mood | thirsty ]

took the psychotherapy final today... not too sure how it went... all multiple choice... and i blanked on remembering stuff like the percentage of people who relapsed into depression after electroshock therapy... ah well; didn't do anything after the final... just got a few more boxes, cleaned out some of the drawers and stuff... will study for bio tmw... then final on friday... then pack... maybe since i threw out a lot of stuff i'll have time to go out either friday nite or saturday afternoon?

this song is hilarious - it must be so hard for anne harada to enunciate all the mixed up l's and r's... i tried to say the last line... its hard! "evelyone's a ritter bit lacist!"

very excited about going back home. no meal plan. my bed. nice weather - no muggy crap and sunshiny rain. (aka the most misleading weather phenomenon ever.) windless "rains" so i don't have to worry about my flimsy umbrella turning inside out...

random anonymous quote: "love is like playing the piano. first you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart."


[08 Jun 2004|08:08pm]
two finals down two to go... one tmw at noon and one friday at 9 am. i hate having finals the last day of finals week... especially spring quarter...

i've at least got my storage sorted out... uber-expensive :( but i'm a bit sad i guess that i won't be staying for senior week next week... and i'm sure as hell not walking... poopish school... besides i still have a quarter left to go... but when i come back next year pretty much everyone i know will be gone... that is, they wont be around campus... h will be living in the loop; a is living on lakeshore... dk is going back to mt. prospect to work for northrup-grumann... which leaves only a few people that i've met this year on campus...

anyhow... after friday at 11 am i'll be done, at which point i have to start packing like a crazyperson in order to get all my shit out by saturday at 3 ish... well actually i think i gotta leave at around 2:30... which means i probably won't get to see anyone before i leave... everyone else is staying for senior week... hmm... this was very stream of consciousness...

off to eat dinner then study "like a mofo" <---- how does that phrase even make sense?!

random poem... [03 Jun 2004|02:57pm]
"How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, - I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! - and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death."

-- Elizabeth Barrett Browning

i'd only ever heard the first line of that poem before... and thought.. how cheesy! still cheesy, but what an amazing testament to her love for robert...

[02 Jun 2004|06:07pm]
yay. well i can get boxes for moving from barnes and noble at least... i dunno where to store my stuff yet... i don't even know when i'm gonna need to come back yet... tmw i need to haul my butt down to the library to study... being very unproductive here in my room so far... heh...

at least i've turned in everything i need to... just need to remember to fill out my ctecs; call a storage company once i've figured out when i'm coming back.. set up a meet with spies.. study for and take my finals, pack and then freedom... and humidity-less climes in the most beautiful city in america... :D

huh.. i dont think i'm gonna be seeing any of my friends before graduation (which i refuse to walk in!)... a is completely pussy whupped so i won't be seeing him... and since i have friday finals i'm gonna be packing like nuts friday next week so i probably won't be seeing everyone else... i hate hate hate hate packing up... at no other time do i wish i was more like mary poppins than when i'm cleaning or packing up... she could just snap and everything would climb into its box or drawer... haha...

[01 Jun 2004|06:10pm]
lakers won last nite!! woot :)

while normally i would hate a team like the lakers for being the yankees of basketball... the lakers are like my home team... i grew up in san diego... i've always liked the lakers... magic johnson? bill walton? kareem abdul-jabbar? cmon! plus sd never had a basketball team after the clippers moved, so there! *and* phil jackson rocks...

next year i'm screwed. 359 is completely full. so... i probably have to go back winter quarter and take fall and spring off. really lame... unless i can beg galbreath to please please please let me substitute something else in during fall... i hate this school... coming back during the bowels of winter to take one freaking class?! and for the amount of money required by this place?! ugh...

[25 May 2004|01:58am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

final dillo day lineup

The Wailers -- no interest
The Pharcyde -- slight interest
Gavin DeGraw -- slight interest
The M's -- seem alright from what i've heard...
Michael Tolcher -- i like all the songs i've heard - reminiscent of jude or pj :)
The Foster-Walker Complex -- battle of the bands winner... no idea...

how lame. still... its the last dillo day i'll see. maybe i'll go anyhow? first i gotta find someone willing to brave the drunken crowds with me...michael tolcher would be the one act i'd *really* want to see...

i still remember how arianna was like.. what is this... dildo day... hahaha... oops.


[21 May 2004|11:30pm]

the ONE year i'm actually really interested in the bands playing at sun god (GOLDFINGER!!!!!!!! and busta rhymes...) i'm freaking 2000 miles away.

we'd better have an equally fucktastic group of bands playing at dillo day next saturday or i. will. be. freaking. pissed.

something about m is pissing me off lately. i must be pms'ing but i'm so annoyed - all she talks about is clothes and losing weight. and zack. i don't fucking care about that either.

wow... this is one angry post. ?*&%^#$

**edit: dillo day artists are: michael tolcher, gavin degraw, and the wailers

what in the hell?!

[20 May 2004|12:25am]
cubs game last nite was FREAKING COLD. *and* we lost 1-0. which made for an uber boring game... 1 hit for the cubbies the entire game, and like only 5 hits for the giants... boring... cold... lots of ahhh... ohhhhh's... sammy was out with a back spasm cuz he... snerk... *sneezed* too hard... haha.... it was fun being at wrigley tho... if only it weren't so cold... our section was like a wind tunnel... heh... ah well...

at least the padres are tied for first... tied for first!!! :) maybe i'll get to go to a game when i go home this summer... that'd be kickass...

m told "utah ta" that she really liked him today without really having talked to him or anything outside of her class... really brave... shot down cuz he had a gf, but then he offered to hang out with her and do "whatever she wanted" for the next three weeks...
uber-sketchy, no?

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